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(no subject) [Jul. 25th, 2005|02:16 pm]
lost and forsaken

Just show me a moment that is mine
It's beauty blinding and unsurpassed
and I'll forget every moment that went by
that left me so half-hearted cause I felt it so half-ass"
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(no subject) [May. 29th, 2005|12:19 am]
lost and forsaken

other than the previous post, i don't think i've ever posted in here. this is old stuff but kinda still relevant...for my dark mood tonite.

i'm a woman refused
a woman scorned
You say you want to work on our friendship
because a relationship right now
would be a disaster
what if you're wrong
what if a relationship
a woman
is what
you need
right now?

Maybe I'm wrong though...
what if what everyone
is telling me is true?
that you're immature
that i deserve better
then what now?

Walking on eggshells around you
not fun
fucking nightmare
You're too blind to see
that the one thing you need
someone supporting you
mentally and emotionally
is standing right in front
of you
and you're turning around
walking away

guess it wasn't meant to be.


i want to wrap my arms around you
to protect
to comfort
to feel you
i need to wrap my arms around you
to comfort you
your heart hurts and calls for another to take the place
of one that wounded yours
to be that guide, comfort, serenity
for your soul to heal
for physical conditions to fall away
to hold each other in the nite
fearing letting go
knowing that right here and right now
in this place, we are safe together
I squeeze and hold on tighter because of
the comfort, serenity and care that your
soul gives to mine is almost more than my
body can bear
right here in this moment
we hold each other
forgetting the hurts
and pains
and we wrap each other and ourself
in our love
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(no subject) [May. 29th, 2005|12:13 am]
lost and forsaken

I tell you I still love you and I want you back
To mend the pain, make right what I set wrong
But you don't leave your new girlfriend,
you say you're in love
and so is she.

Where does that leave me
Crying and sad
over the pain I caused myself
I didn't know
Couldn't have seen the future
The unborn child I aborted

Where am I going with this?
I never know the answer to that question
untill I arrive
I'll work on my pain
try to mend my heart
let go
let live
let die.
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all the broken umbrellas look like dead birds [Apr. 13th, 2005|11:44 pm]
lost and forsaken
[mood |sleepysleepTAKEOUTHTETRASH]
[music |snzoooooooooze]

the lies you entomb
and words you misuse
the bottles of rocks
and stepping stones
presume then consume
but only under blue moon
when the tides swell with
whiskey and gin
with fever night sweats
and suicidal death threats
you burn like no other
when the tides swell with discomfort
fence posts, grasshoppers, disappointments,
insolence, skeletons and the wide eyed child you beat
like a dog...
crack open like an egg and fry...
then close your eyes and swallow
because this won't hurt a bit
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(no subject) [Mar. 5th, 2005|05:09 pm]
lost and forsaken

Cry to me......
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this is old, but [Mar. 1st, 2005|07:48 pm]
lost and forsaken

[mood |discontentdiscontent]

Where am i, confused Sparrow?
your feathers melted all away
in the acid rain of tomorrow,
naked in the light of day.

Where was he when i needed him?
Why so unforgiving?
My perception of reality so dim
Why am i even living?

I know i am ugly little bird,
uglier than most.
I know that i'll never hear the word
whos meaning i value most.

tired,..... so tired......
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Grieve [Mar. 1st, 2005|11:55 am]
lost and forsaken

It was only one hour ago
It was all so different then
There’s nothing yet has really sunk in
Looks like it always did
This flesh and bone
It’s just the way that you would tied in
Now there’s no-one home

I grieve for you
You leave me
‘so hard to move on
Still loving what’s gone
They say life carries on
Carries on and on and on and on

The news that truly shocks is the empty empty page
While the final rattle rocks it’s empty empty cage
And I can’t handle this

I grieve for you
You leave me
Let it out and move on
Missing what’s gone
They say life carries on
They say life carries on and on and on

Life carries on
In the people I meet
In everyone that’s out on the street
In all the dogs and cats
In the flies and rats
In the rot and the rust
In the ashes and the dust
Life carries on and on and on and on
Life carries on and on and on

It’s just the car that we ride in
A home we reside in
The face that we hide in
The way we are tied in
And life carries on and on and on and on
Life carries on and on and on

Did I dream this belief?
Or did I believe this dream?
Now I can find relief
I grieve
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If... [Feb. 28th, 2005|12:17 pm]
lost and forsaken

If I were a swan, I'd be gone.
If I were a train, I'd be late.
And if I were a good man,
I'd talk with you
More often than I do.

If I were to sleep, I could dream.
If I were afraid, I could hide.
If I go insane, please don't put
Your wires in my brain.

If I were the moon, I'd be cool.
If I were a book, I would bend for you.
If I were a good man, I'd understand
The spaces between friends.

If I were alone, I would cry.
And if I were with you, I'd be home and dry.
And if I go insane,
And they lock me away,
Will you still let me join in the game?

If I were a swan, I'd be gone.
If I were a train, I'd be late again.
If I were a good man,
I'd talk with you
More often than I do.
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Boredom+Thought=Depression [Feb. 24th, 2005|03:59 pm]
lost and forsaken

I'll trade you my soul
For an absolution.
It's been so long.
It's been so long.

Cause I'm starting to think
That there is no solution.
I'm always wrong.
I've always been wrong.

And I'll lay down my will
And I'll even quit trying.
I'm praying for death
But it's not what I'm finding.

If I let my heart bleed
will it stop me from crying.
Your love keeps on hurting
me over and over again...

You broke my heart with one
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(no subject) [Jan. 25th, 2005|09:37 pm]
lost and forsaken

[mood |complacentcomplacent]

“Please help me, please help me,” she silently cried;
I’ve fallen, I’ve fallen my spirit has died.
There is nowhere and no one that I can run to,
I feel as though i have been run through and through.

Don’t worry, don’t worry, your true friend is here,
Come closer, come closer, I’ll hold you so near.
Just give to me everything that you do cherish,
And in failing to do so you surely will perish.

Don’t listen, don’t listen! screamed heart to the mind.
Im shattered, im shattered; the mind has gone blind.
The great dissapointment of life shut her down,
Now she clutches and tears at the white dressing gown.
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